英语美文朗读 第515期 What if my whole life has been wrong?
In Leo Tolstoy's famous book, the death of Ivan Ilyich, as he lay on his death bed with the question running through his mind. What if my whole life has been wrong? Did I really live? Did I really follow my passion? Did I really give my all to the people and the things that really mattered to me? Could I have given more?
在Leo Tolstoy的著作《伊万里奇之死》中，主人公临死前，脑海中闪现了这些问题：会不会我这一生都是错误的?我真的活过吗?我真的去追求过我的热爱吗?我有没有全身心地为重要的人和事付出?我付出的够了吗?
When I reach the end, I want to know with every fiber of my being that I am ready to leave this earth, ready because I always gave my everything, ready because I never held back. Never held back my heart. Never held back my love. Never stopped myself from speaking my truth and living the highest expression of myself. Never stopped myself from doing what was right for fear of judgement or exclusion.
走到生命的尽头，我想要百分百地确定，我已经做好准备离开这个世界了。我已经准备好了，因为我已经付出了一切，因为我从来不退缩，从来不压抑我的心灵，从来不压抑我的爱。我一直都在勇敢表达自己的观点，一直都在为活出最精彩的自己而奋斗。我一直都不怕别人嘲笑或排斥我，我不会就这样放弃我认为正确的事。
I want to know that I am ready to go because I followed the right path. The right path for me. Ready to go because I followed my passion, because I followed my purpose in life. Ready to go because I knew, I knew what was really important in my life and I always put that first. Ready to go with pride because I always did right by others and right by myself. Wayne Dyer said, don't die with music still in you. Don't live with regrets.
在生命走到尽头的时候，我想知道，我已经准备好离开这个世界，因为我走的是正确的道路，对我来说是正确的道路。我已经准备好离开这个世界，因为我追求我热爱的东西，因为我追求我的人生目标。我已经准备好离开这个世界，因为，我知道我生命中最重要的是什么，并且我一直把它放在首位。我已经准备好自豪地离开这个世界，因为我知道我做的事情，对他人而言是正确的，对我自己而言也如此。Wayne Dyer说过，如果你的生命之歌还没停止，那么就不要去死。不要遗憾地活着。
Follow your heart more than your head. Follow your intuition more than expectations of others. Love more than you judge. Hug more than you hate. Praise more than you blame. Be open to things beyond your level of understanding. Detach from the outcome and trust everything will work out exactly how it is intended, maybe not exactly as you planned as a human being, but perfectly for the evolution of you as a spiritual being. Go to the end with pride, with joy, knowing you showed everyone how a human should really live. Bless those around you, by blessing yourself. Give those around you that gift, by giving yourself that gift.
跟着内心走，而不是跟着头脑里的想法走。跟随你的直觉，而不要让别人的期待影响你。多一些爱，少一些评判。多一些拥抱，少一些怨恨。多一些赞美，少一些责备。对于那些你无法理解的事情，要以开放的心态去面对。不要执着于看结构，而是要相信，每件事都已注定，并且会朝着那个方向发展，可能这并不是你计划中的结果，但却能帮助你改善你的精神世界。走到生命的尽头时，你要怀着满心的自豪和快乐。你要明白，你作为一个人，活得很精彩，你向所有人证明了这点。对自己好一点，那样你就可以对他人好一点。给自己一份独特的礼物，那样你就是给了身边所有人一份礼物。
When I reach the end, I want to know with every fiber of my being that I am ready to leave this earth, ready because I always gave my everything. Ready because I never held back. Never held back my heart. Never held back my love. Never stopped myself from speaking my truth and living my highest expression of myself. Never stopped myself from doing what was right for fear of judgement or exclusion. Always fearless in knowing what is true to me is what is right. Where my heart goes and my intuition leads is the right direction.
走到生命的尽头，我想明确知道，我已经准备好离开这个世界了，因为我已经付出了一切，因为我从来不退缩，从来不压抑我的心灵，从来不压抑我的爱。我一直都在勇敢表达自己的观点，一直都在为活出最精彩的自己而奋斗。我一直都不怕别人嘲笑或排斥我，我不会就这样放弃我认为正确的事。我一直很勇敢，我知道，我认为一件事是对的，那么它就是对的。我内心的方向，我直觉的方向，就是正确的方向。
