双城记 Book2 Chapter 16 Still Knitting
‘My brave wife,’ returned Defarge, standing before her with his head a little bent, and his hands clasped at his back, like a docile and attentive pupil before his catechist, ‘I do not question all this. But it has lasted a long time, and it is possible—you know well, my wife, it is possible—that it may not come, during our lives.’
‘Eh well! How then?’ demanded madame, tying another knot, as if there were another enemy strangled.
‘Well!’ said Defarge, with a half complaining and half apologetic shrug. ‘We shall not see the triumph.’
‘We shall have helped it,’ returned madame, with her extended hand in strong action. ‘Nothing that we do, is done in vain. I believe, with all my soul, that we shall see the triumph. But even if not, even if I knew certainly not, show me the neck of an aristocrat and tyrant, and still I would—‘
Then madame, with her teeth set, tied a very terrible knot indeed.
‘Hold!’ cried Defarge, reddening a little as if he felt charged with cowardice; ‘I too, my dear, will stop at nothing.’
‘Yes! But it is your weakness that you sometimes need to see your victim and your opportunity, to sustain you. Sustain yourself without that. When the time comes, let loose a tiger and a devil; but wait for the time with the tiger and the devil chained—not shown—yet always ready.’
Madame enforced the conclusion of this piece of advice by striking her little counter with her chain of money as if she knocked its brains out, and then gathering the heavy handkerchief under her arm in a serene manner, and observing that it was time to go to bed.
Next noontide saw the admirable woman in her usual place in the wine-shop, knitting away assiduously. A rose lay beside her, and if she now and then glanced at the flower, it was with no infraction of her usual preoccupied air. There were a few customers, drinking or not drinking, standing or seated, sprinkled about. The day was very hot, and heaps of flies, who were extending their inquisitive and adventurous perquisitions into all the glutinous little glasses near madame, fell dead at the bottom. Their decease made no impression on the other flies out promenading, who looked at them in the coolest manner (as if they themselves were elephants, or something as far removed), until they met the same fate. Curious to consider how heedless flies are!—perhaps they thought as much at Court that sunny summer day.
A figure entering at the door threw a shadow on Madame Defarge which she felt to be a new one. She laid down her knitting, and began to pin her rose in her head-dress, before she looked at the figure.
It was curious. The moment Madame Defarge took up the rose, the customers ceased talking, and began gradually to drop out of the wine-shop.
‘Good day, madame,’ said the new-comer.
‘Good day, monsieur.’
She said it aloud, but added to herself, as she resumed her knitting: ‘Hah! Good day, age about forty, height about five feet nine, black hair, generally rather handsome visage, complexion dark, eyes dark, thin, long and sallow face, aquiline nose but not straight, having a peculiar inclination towards the left cheek which imparts a sinister expression! Good day, one and all!’
‘Have the goodness to give me a little glass of old cognac, and a mouthful of cool fresh water, madame.’
Madame complied with a polite air.
‘Marvellous cognac this, madame!’
It was the first time it had ever been so complemented, and Madame Defarge knew enough of its antecedents to know better. She said, however, that the cognac was flattered, and took up her knitting. The visitor watched her fingers for a few moments, and took the opportunity of observing the place in general.
‘You knit with great skill, madame.’
‘I am accustomed to it.’
‘A pretty pattern too!’
‘YOU think so?’ said madame, looking at him with a smile.
‘Decidedly. May one ask what it is for?’
‘Pastime,’ said madame, still looking at him with a smile while her fingers moved nimbly.
‘Not for use?’
‘That depends. I may find a use for it one day. If I do—Well,’ said madame, drawing a breath and nodding her head with a stern kind of coquetry, ‘I’ll use it!’
It was remarkable; but, the taste of Saint Antoine seemed to be decidedly opposed to a rose on the head-dress of Madame Defarge. Two men had entered separately, and had been about to order drink, when, catching sight of that novelty, they faltered, made a pretence of looking about as if for some friend who was not there, and went away. Nor, of those who had been there when this visitor entered, was there one left. They had all dropped off. The spy had kept his eyes open, but had been able to detect no sign. They had lounged away in a poverty-stricken, purposeless, accidental manner, quite natural and unimpeachable.
‘JOHN,’ thought madame, checking off her work as her fingers knitted, and her eyes looked at the stranger. ‘Stay long enough, and I shall knit ‘BARSAD’ before you go.’
‘You have a husband, madame?’
‘I have.’
‘Children?’
‘No children.’
‘Business seems bad?’
‘Business is very bad; the people are so poor.’
‘Ah, the unfortunate, miserable people! So oppressed, too—as you say.’
‘As YOU say,’ madame retorted, correcting him, and deftly knitting an extra something into his name that boded him no good.
‘Pardon me; certainly it was I who said so, but you naturally think so. Of course.’
‘I think?’ returned madame, in a high voice. ‘I and my husband have enough to do to keep this wine-shop open, without thinking. All we think, here, is how to live. That is the subject WE think of, and it gives us, from morning to night, enough to think about, without embarrassing our heads concerning others. I think for others? No, no.’
The spy, who was there to pick up any crumbs he could find or make, did not allow his baffled state to express itself in his sinister face; but, stood with an air of gossiping gallantry, leaning his elbow on Madame Defarge’s little counter, and occasionally sipping his cognac.
‘A bad business this, madame, of Gaspard’s execution. Ah! the poor Gaspard!’ With a sigh of great compassion.
‘My faith!’ returned madame, coolly and lightly, ‘if people use knives for such purposes, they have to pay for it. He knew beforehand what the price of his luxury was; he has paid the price.’
‘I believe,’ said the spy, dropping his soft voice to a tone that invited confidence, and expressing an injured revolutionary susceptibility in every muscle of his wicked face: ‘I believe there is much compassion and anger in this neighbourhood, touching the poor fellow? Between ourselves.’
‘Is there?’ asked madame, vacantly.
‘Is there not?’
‘—Here is my husband!’ said Madame Defarge.
As the keeper of the wine-shop entered at the door, the spy saluted him by touching his hat, and saying, with an engaging smile, ‘Good day, Jacques!’ Defarge stopped short, and stared at him.
‘Good day, Jacques!’ the spy repeated; with not quite so much confidence, or quite so easy a smile under the stare.
‘You deceive yourself, monsieur,’ returned the keeper of the wine-shop. ‘You mistake me for another. That is not my name. I am Ernest Defarge.’
‘It is all the same,’ said the spy, airily, but discomfited too: ‘good day!’
‘Good day!’ answered Defarge, drily.
