美丽新世界 Brave New World 第6章(6)

We'd gone riding up one of those revoltingmountains, and it was horribly hot and oppressive,and after lunch we went to sleep. Or at least I did.She must have gone for a walk, alone.

我们俩在那些叫人恶心的山上骑马玩，天热得可怕，又闷。午饭后我们去睡了。至少我是睡了。她肯定是一个人散步去了。

At any rate, when I woke up, she wasn't there.

总而言之，我醒来时她不在家。

And the most frightful thunderstorm I've ever seen was just bursting on us.

而那时我所遇到过的最可怕的风暴正在我们头上暴发。

And it poured and roared and flashed; and the horses broke loose and ran away;

雷声隆隆，电光闪闪，倾盆大雨。我们的马挣脱缰绳逃掉了。

and I fell down, trying to catch them, and hurt my knee, so that I could hardly walk.

我想抓住马，却摔倒了，伤了膝盖，几乎不能走路。

Still, I searched and I shouted and I searched. But there was no sign of her.

我仍然一边喊一边找，一边喊一边找。可是什么迹象都没有找到。

Then I thought she must have gone back to the rest-house by herself. So I crawled down intothe valley by the way we had come.

我猜想她说不定已经一个人回去了，又沿着来时的路爬下山谷。

My knee was agonizingly painful, and I'd lost my soma.

我的膝盖痛得要命，却又弄丢了唆麻。

It took me hours. I didn't get back to the rest-house till after midnight. And she wasn't there;she wasn't there," the Director repeated. There was a silence. "Well," he resumed at last, "thenext day there was a search.

我走了好几个小时，直到半夜才回到住处，可是她仍然不在。”主任重复道，沉默了一会儿。“喏，”他终于说了下去，‘黎二天又找。

But we couldn't find her. She must have fallen into a gully somewhere; or been eaten by amountain lion.

仍然找不到。她一定是在什么地方摔下了山沟里，或是叫山上的狮子吃了。

Ford knows. Anyhow it was horrible. It upset me very much at the time.

福帝知道!总之，那是很可怕的，我心里难过极了，

More than it ought to have done, I dare say.

肯定超过了应有的限度——

Because, after all, it's the sort of accident that might have happened to any one; and, ofcourse, the social body persists although the component cells may change."

因为那种意外毕竟可能发生在任何人身上;而尽管构成社会的细胞可能变化，社会群体却万古长青。”

But this sleep-taught consolation did not seem to be very effective.

但是这种睡眠教育的安慰似乎不大起作用。

Shaking his head, "I actually dream about it sometimes," the Director went on in a low voice.

他摇摇头，“‘实际上我有时候会梦见这事，”主任语调低沉地说下去，

"Dream of being woken up by that peal of thunder and finding her gone; dream of searchingand searching for her under the trees."

“梦见被隆隆的雷声惊醒，发现她不见了;梦见自己在树下找呀，找呀。”

He lapsed into the silence of reminiscence.

他沉默了，堕入了回忆。

"You must have had a terrible shock," said Bernard, almost enviously.

“你一定是吓坏了。”伯纳几乎要羡慕他了，说。