BBC纪录片《大麻 罪恶之种》 第13期：跟神有关的错觉
Paul started smoking "skunk", one of the most potent strains of cannabis, four years ago at the age of fifteen.
保罗吸的是"臭鼬"，最烈性的大麻种类之一。从四年前，也就是他十五岁是开始吸食。
After a year, he started to have strange experiences.
一年后，他开始了一种奇怪的体验。
At first when I heard the voices, I thought it was God talking to me.
开始时我听到一个声音，还以为是神在和我说话。
And I had delusions about God, and they were causing me to believe that I was Jesus.
然后我有了一种跟神有关的错觉。他们一直诱导我，让我相信我就是耶稣。
And that I'd rise to heaven and things if I took it.
如果我继续吸的话，我就能上天堂之类的。
I first started hearing them when I was on skunk, and then they began to just start happening in normal every day life, as well.
一开始我只在吸"臭鼬"时听到那种声音，到后来，平常的时候也能听到。
At first, Paul's parents were confused by his behaviour.
开始时，保罗的父母对他的行为感到困惑。
It was a gradual change which we didn't really recognise for what it was at the time.
这是一种缓慢的改变，当时我们没有认识到这种变化的原因。
So there were things like staring very intently at members of the family, other people, weren't there?
当时他有些变化，比如他会一直盯着家人或者其他人，对吧？
Um, laughing to himself when there was nothing to laugh about.
还有莫名其妙就笑起来。
And some strange sort of body posturing sometimes.
有时还会摆出一些奇怪的姿势。很难描述的，非常奇怪的姿势。
It's quite hard to describe, but like some strange sort of gestures and posturing.
很难描述是什么样，总之是非常奇怪动作和姿势。
Almost boxing at times, wasn't it?
大多像要打拳击似的，对吧？
Yes. Quite peculiar, really.
对。很怪异，真的。
After that, Paul's behaviour changed rapidly.
在那之后，保罗的情况急转直下。出现了12个不同的声音，并给他指示
as over time, twelve separate voices appeared and gave him instructions.
随着时间的推移，十二种不同的声音出现了，并指挥着他。
They used to tell me to throw things away, like I'd throw away my CD collection.
他们常常叫我扔东西，比如我该把CD集扔掉一样。
They were saying I should bring about the downfall of like...the music industry, by, like, throwing CDs away.
他们不停的说只要我把CD都扔掉，音乐产业就会衰落。
Other people would follow...through some sort of mind link or something.
其他人通过心灵感应什么的，也会这么做。
Sometimes the voices would speak to Paul through the radio or television.
有时，这些声音会通过电视或广播跟保罗说话。
From programmes like Coronation Street, the characters would just to say to clean things.
电视剧《加冕街》里的角色会叫我去洗东西。
Cleaning products.
清洁用品。
I had to buy a lot of cleaning products.
我必须要买很多的清洁用品。
And they had to be matching in every room of the house, matching colours.
这些清洁用品必须对应家里每个房间和颜色。
He got quite distressed if they weren't the same colours in each room.
如果每个房间用的颜色不同，他就会很难过。
