双语畅销书|《这不是告别》第四十六章

　　《这不是告别》作为全美媒体和读者的年度之选，一出版就迅速横扫《纽约时报》畅销书榜长达45周，席卷全球三十多国。故事讲述了一头红发、穿着肥大男款衬衫的Eleanor，与沉默寡言、沉迷于音乐和漫画世界的Park之间的故事。

This was her mom's fault.

都是她妈妈的错。

Richie's truck was in the driveway, but the whole house was dark, thank God. Eleanor was sure that something would give her away. Her hair. Her shirt. Her mouth. She felt radioactive.

雷奇的卡车停在车道上，但是屋子黑漆漆的。谢天谢地。埃莉诺觉得自己一定会露馅。她的衬衫，她的嘴，她整个人散发出的热力。

If Eleanor were allowed to have normal relationships with boys, she wouldn't have felt like she had to hit a home run the very first time she ended up in the back seat of a car -- she wouldn't have felt like it might be her only time at bat. (And she wouldn't be making these stupid baseball metaphors.)

如果她允许埃莉诺和男孩正常交往，她绝对不会第一次跟男生待在车后座，就觉得非得挥个全垒打不可，不会觉得这可能是她唯一挥棒的机会。（更不会拿这些愚蠢的棒球术语来做比喻。）

# Eleanor #

#埃莉诺#

She and Park had been sitting in the alley for a while, in the front seat, just holding hands and feeling whiplashed. At least, that's how Eleanor felt. It wasn't that she and Park had gone too far, necessarily -- but they'd gone a whole lot farther than she'd been prepared for. She'd never expected to have a love scene straight out of a Judy Blume book.

她和帕克在巷子里停了一会儿，两人在前座手牵手，觉得如遭鞭笞。至少这是埃莉诺的感受。倒不是他们干了什么太出格的事，但比她预想中要出格。她并没有预期要上演茱蒂·布伦（115）小说里的场景。【注：（115）茱蒂·布伦（Judy Blume），美国青少年文学作家，经常探讨具有争议性的话题。】

Park must be feeling strange, too. He sat through two Bon Jovi songs without even touching the radio. Eleanor had left a mark on his shoulder, but you couldn't see it anymore.

帕克想必也觉得奇怪。因为收音机连播了两首“邦·乔维”的歌，他都没换台。埃莉诺在他的肩膀上留下了咬痕，但现在已经看不见了。