双语名著·追风筝的人 The Kite Runner(61)

12岁的阿富汗富家少爷阿米尔与仆人哈桑情同手足。然而，在一场风筝比赛后，发生了一件悲惨不堪的事，阿米尔为自己的懦弱感到自责和痛苦，逼走了哈桑，不久，自己也跟随父亲逃往美国。

成年后的阿米尔始终无法原谅自己当年对哈桑的背叛。为了赎罪，阿米尔再度踏上暌违二十多年的故乡，希望能为不幸的好友尽最后一点心力，却发现一个惊天谎言，儿时的噩梦再度重演，阿米尔该如何抉择?

故事如此残忍而又美丽，作者以温暖细腻的笔法勾勒人性的本质与救赎，读来令人荡气回肠。

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I TURNED THIRTEEN that summer of 1976, Afghanistan’s next to last summer of peace and anonymity. Things between Baba and me were already cooling off again. I think what started it was the stupid comment I’d made the day we were planting tulips, about getting new servants. I regretted saying it--I really did--but I think even if I hadn’t, our happy little interlude would have come to an end. Maybe not quite so soon, but it would have. By the end of the summer, the scraping of spoon and fork against the plate had replaced dinner table chatter and Baba had resumed retreating to his study after supper. And closing the door. I’d gone back to thumbing through H?fez and Khayyám, gnawing my nails down to the cuticles, writing stories. I kept the stories in a stack under my bed, keeping them just in case, though I doubted Baba would ever again ask me to read them to him.
Baba’s motto about throwing parties was this: Invite the whole world or it’s not a party. I remember scanning over the invitation list a week before my birthday party and not recognizing at least three-quarters of the four hundred--plus Kakas and Khalas who were going to bring me gifts and congratulate me for having lived to thirteen. Then I realized they weren’t really coming for me. It was my birthday, but I knew who the real star of the show was.
For days, the house was teeming with Baba’s hired help. There was Salahuddin the butcher, who showed up with a calf and two sheep in tow, refusing payment for any of the three. He slaughtered the animals himself in the yard by a poplar tree. “Blood is good for the tree,” I remember him saying as the grass around the poplar soaked red. Men I didn’t know climbed the oak trees with coils of small electric bulbs and meters of extension cords. Others set up dozens of tables in the yard, spread a tablecloth on each. The night before the big party Baba’s friend Del-Muhammad, who owned a kabob house in Shar-e-Nau, came to the house with his bags of spices. Like the butcher, Del-Muhammad--or Dello, as Baba called him--refused payment for his services. He said Baba had done enough for his family already. It was Rahim Khan who whispered to me, as Dello marinated the meat, that Baba had lent Dello the money to open his restaurant. Baba had refused repayment until Dello had shown up one day in our driveway in a Benzand insisted he wouldn’t leave until Baba took his money.
I guess in most ways, or at least in the ways in which parties are judged, my birthday bash was a huge success. I’d never seen the house so packed. Guests with drinks in hand were chatting in the hallways, smoking on the stairs, leaning against doorways. They sat where they found space, on kitchen counters, in the foyer, even under the stairwell. In the backyard, they mingled under the glow of blue, red, and green lights winking in the trees, their faces illuminated by the light of kerosene torches propped everywhere. Baba had had a stage built on the balcony that overlooked the garden and planted speakers throughout the yard. Ahmad Zahir was playing an accordion and singing on the stage over masses of dancing bodies.
I had to greet each of the guests personally--Baba made sure of that; no one was going to gossip the next day about how he’d raised a son with no manners. I kissed hundreds of cheeks, hugged total strangers, thanked them for their gifts. My face ached from the strain of my plastered smile.
I was standing with Baba in the yard near the bar when someone said, “Happy birthday, Amir.” It was Assef, with his parents. Assef’s father, Mahmood, was a short, lanky sort with dark skin and a narrow face. His mother, Tanya, was a small, nervous woman who smiled and blinked a lot. Assef was standing between the two of them now, grinning, looming over both, his arms resting on their shoulders. He led them toward us, like he had brought them here. Like he was the parent, and they his children. A wave of dizziness rushed through me. Baba thanked them for coming.
“I picked out your present myself,” Assef said. Tanya’s face twitched and her eyes flicked from Assef to me. She smiled, unconvincingly, and blinked. I wondered if Baba had noticed.
“Still playing soccer, Assef jan?” Baba said. He’d always wanted me to be friends with Assef.
Assef smiled. It was creepy how genuinely sweet he made it look. “Of course, Kaka jan.”
“Right wing, as I recall?”

我的十三岁生日在1976年夏天。这是阿富汗最后一段平静的和平岁月。我和爸爸的关系再度冷却了。我想这都是因为在我们种郁金香那天我所说的那句愚蠢的话，关于请新仆人的那句话。我后悔说了那句话——真的很后悔——但我认为即使我没说，我们这段短短的快乐插曲也会告终。也许不会这么快，但终究会结束。到夏天结束的时候，勺子和叉子碰撞盘子的声音又取代了晚餐桌上的交谈，爸爸开始在晚饭后回到书房去，并把门关上。我则回去翻看哈菲兹和迦亚谟的书，咬指甲咬到见皮，写故事。我将故事放在床底的架子上，将它们保留起来，以备万一爸爸会跟我要去看，虽然我怀疑他不会。
爸爸举办宴会的座右铭是：如果没请来全世界的人，就不算是个宴会。我记得生日之前一个星期，我看着那份邀请名单，发现在近四百人中，至少有四分之三我并不认识——包括那些将要送我生日礼物以祝贺我活过十三个年头的叔伯姑姨。然后我意识到他们并非真的因我而来。那天是我的生日，但我知道谁才是宴会上的天皇巨星。
一连数天，屋子里挤满了爸爸请来的帮手。有个叫萨拉胡丁的屠夫拖来一头小牛和两只绵羊，拒绝收下哪怕一分钱。他亲自在院子里的白杨树下宰了那些畜生。“用血浇灌对树有好处。”我记得鲜血染红树下的青草时，他这么说。有些我不认识的男人爬上橡树，挂上成串的灯泡和长长的电线。其他人在院子里摆出几十张桌子，逐一披上桌布。盛宴开始之前一夜，爸爸的朋友德尔－穆罕默德带来几袋香料，他在沙里诺区开了一间烧烤店。跟屠夫一样，德尔－穆罕默德——爸爸管他叫“德罗”——也拒绝收钱。他说爸爸已经帮了他家里太多忙了。德罗在腌肉的时候，拉辛汗低声告诉我，德罗开餐厅的钱是爸爸借给他的，并且没有要他还钱。直到有一天，德罗开着奔驰轿车，来到我家门口，说要是爸爸不收钱他就不走，爸爸这才收下。
我想从各个方面来说，或者至少从评价宴会的标准来说，我的生日盛宴称得上极为成功。我从来没有见到屋子里有那么多人。来宾或是手拿酒杯，在门廊聊天，或是在台阶上吸烟，或是倚着门口。他们找到空位就坐下，厨房的柜台上，门廊里面，甚至楼梯下面都坐满了人。院子里，蓝色的、红色的、绿色的灯泡在树上闪闪发光，人们在聚集在下面，四处点燃的煤油灯照亮他们的脸庞。爸爸把舞台设在俯览花园的阳台上，但扬声器布满整个院子。艾哈迈德?查希尔弹着手风琴，唱着歌，人们在舞台下面跳舞。
我不得不逐一跟来宾打招呼——爸爸这么要求，他可不希望翌日有人乱嚼舌头，说他养了个不懂礼貌的儿子。我亲了几百个脸颊，和所有的陌生人拥抱，感谢他们的礼物。我的脸因为僵硬的微笑而发痛。
我跟爸爸站在院子里的酒吧前面，这当头有人说:“生日快乐，阿米尔。”是阿塞夫，还有他的父母。阿塞夫的父亲马赫穆德是矮个子，又矮又瘦，皮肤黝黑，脸部狭小。他的妈妈谭雅是个小妇人，神经兮兮，脸带微笑，不停眨眼。如今阿塞夫就站在他们两个之间，咧嘴笑着，居高临下，双手搂着他们的肩膀。他带着他们走过来，好像拎着他们过来一样，似乎他才是父亲，他们是孩子。我感到一阵眩晕。爸爸对他们的莅临表示感谢。
“我亲自给你挑选了礼物。”阿塞夫说。谭雅的脸抽动，眼光从阿塞夫身上移到我身上。她微笑着，显得有些勉强，眨着眼。我怀疑爸爸有没有看到。
“还玩足球吗，亲爱的阿塞夫?”爸爸说，他一直希望我跟阿塞夫交朋友。
阿塞夫微笑，他甜蜜的笑容显得纯真无瑕，真叫人不寒而栗。“当然，亲爱的叔叔。”
“我记得你踢右路?”