暮光之城•暮色 第220期:第十三章 自白(15)

[00:00:52]I finally was able to speak, though my voice was faint. In the hospital? 我终于可以说话了，虽然我的声音是那么的微弱。“在医院里?” [00:10:43]His eyes flashed up to mine. I was appalled. I couldn't believe I had put us in danger after all, put myself in your power — you of all people. 他的眼睛飞快地转向我的眼睛。“我心惊胆寒。我不敢相信自己居然把我们放到了如此危险的境地，把自己置于你的股掌之下——在所有人中，偏偏选中了你。 [00:17:52]As if I needed another motive to kill you. We both flinched as that word slipped out. 就好像我需要另一个动机来杀了你一样。”当这话说出口的时候，我们都畏缩了一下。 [00:24:12]But it had the opposite effect, he continued quickly. I fought with Rosalie, Emmett, and Jasper when they suggested that now was the time “但这却起了反作用。”他紧接着继续说道。“我跟罗莎莉，艾美特还有贾斯帕大吵一架，因为他们提议现在正是时候 [00:33:59]the worst fight we've ever had. Carlisle sided with me, and Alice. He grimaced when he said her name. 那是我们争辩得最激烈的一次。但卡莱尔站在我这边，还有爱丽丝。”当他说到她的名字时，他做了个鬼脸。 [00:42:51]I couldn't imagine why. Esme told me to do whatever I had to in order to stay. He shook his head indulgently. 我想不出为什么。“艾思梅告诉我，我可以做任何我想做的事，只要我肯留下来。”他宠溺地摇了摇头。 [00:51:49]All that next day I eavesdropped on the minds of everyone you spoke to, shocked that you kept your word. “第二天，我一直在偷听所有和你说话的人的想法。我很震惊，你居然遵守了诺言。 [00:58:52]I didn't understand you at all. But I knew that I couldn't become more involved with you. 我根本无法理解你。但我知道我不能和你再有任何牵连了。我竭尽全力，尽可能地远离你。 [01:03:22]I did my very best to stay as far from you as possible. And every day the perfume of your skin, your breath, your hair 可每一天你的肌肤上散发出来的香气，你的呼吸，你的头发 [01:12:32]it hit me as hard as the very first day. 这一切都像第一天那样深深地撼动着我。” [01:14:54]He met my eyes again, and they were surprisingly tender. 他又一次对上了我的眼睛，他的眼神温柔得惊人。 [01:19:08]And for all that, he continued, I'd have fared better if I had exposed us all at that first moment, than if now, here “而在经历了这一切之后，”他继续说道。“我确实有所改进。虽然最初我暴露了我们所有人的真面目，虽然此时，此地 [01:29:56]with no witnesses and nothing to stop me — I were to hurt you. 没有目击者，也没有什么能阻止我——我还是有可能伤害你。” [01:33:36]I was human enough to have to ask. Why? 我的人类本能让我不得不问道：“为什么?” [01:36:49]Isabella. He pronounced my full name carefully, then playfully ruffled my hair with his free hand. “伊莎贝拉。”他仔细地拼读出我的全名，然后开玩笑地用他空着的手弄乱了我的头发。 [01:48:05]A shock ran through my body at his casual touch. Bella, I couldn't live with myself if I ever hurt you. 他不经意的触碰让一阵震撼传遍了我的全身。“贝拉，如果我伤害了你，我绝对不会让自己活下去。 [01:57:18]You don't know how it's tortured me. He looked down, ashamed again. The thought of you, still, white, cold 你不知道这将会怎样地折磨着我。”他垂下头，再次羞愧起来。“只要想到你将变得僵硬，苍白，冰冷 [02:06:18]to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses 再也看不到你羞怯的红晕，再也看不到当你看穿我的伪装时眼里一闪而过的直觉 [02:14:23]it would be unendurable. He lifted his glorious, agonized eyes to mine. 这一切简直让人无法忍受。”他抬起那双明亮的，充满歉意的眼睛，看着我的眼眸。 [02:21:40]You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever. “现在你是这个世界上对我来说最重要的事情了。至少对我来说是最重要的。”

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